My parents converted
from Catholicism into the Jehovah's Witness Organization when I was about 12
yrs. old. We were taught Jesus was "a" god--not the Almighty God. We
were also taught salvation was through the WT organization. I grew up believing
the battle of Armageddon (in which all non-JW's would be destroyed) would come
in 1975. The popular saying around the Kingdom Hall was "stay alive 'til
'75." So because of this I dropped out of high school and married a JW
when I was 17, and had a baby girl when I was 18. The marriage ended in divorce
2 years later. I asked to be disfellowshipped and remarried in 1975, the same
year the Organization had predicted the war of Armageddon. Still believing, I
spent the next 6 years of my marriage to my new husband fearful, especially
during big storms, that I would be destroyed at Armageddon. Everyone I knew,
except for a few people were shunning me.
During that time my daughter was going
on visitation with her biological father who was an elder in the Jehovah's
Witness Organization. He would take her to the Kingdom Hall meetings, make her
go door-to-door and participate in all their Watchtower studies. Occasionally
he would even wake her up in the middle of the night to talk about Armageddon,
showing her Watchtower pictures and articles and telling her how my husband,
her brother and I would all be destroyed because we were not Jehovah's
Witnesses. She began to have nightmares to the point of insomnia.
One night when she was about 9 yrs.
old, she came to me and asked me if I believed in God. And if I did, then why
didn't we go to the Kingdom Hall? It was then I decided it was time to
"get right with God." I was going to go through the steps to be
reinstated into the Witness Organization and bring my husband and my children
with me. So believing the Witnesses had the truth, we started attending
meetings with my parents.
My husband was attending college at
the time and wanted to do some research on what the Watchtower taught, not
wanting to go in blindly. He checked out several different translations of the
Bible, including the Witnesses Greek Kingdom Interlinear Translation, which
included the original Greek, with a word for word English translation. He
borrowed my parents many Watchtower books and magazines along with a single
book critical of the WT from the college library entitled, "The Four Major
Cults" by Anthony Hokema. After many months of study he began to share
some of what he found with me. So for the next few months we were constantly
debating the Scriptures. I'd throw every WT argument I could think of at him,
but he always had an answer from the Scriptures, which (for me) brought about
great confusion and fear.
Since I believed the Bible to be The
Word of God, it really startled me to find out that all the Bible Translations
my husband had brought home may have read slightly different, but the meanings
were exactly the same. All but the Watchtower's "New
World Translation." In the "New World Translation"
key words were changed, removed or added to change the whole meaning of the
verse, making them completely different from all the other translations... or
"The Watchtower" told you how to interpret the verse. I had been so
used to being told by "The Watchtower" what some of the verses meant,
that it took me reading them over and over again, to see what the Bible was
really saying. My husband showed me a verse out of Romans... Romans 10:9,
"That if you confess with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and
believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be
saved." We looked up this verse in the Watchtower's Kingdom Interlinear
Translation, and looked on the Greek side. The word Lord was translated
"Kyrios" or "ha Adon" in Hebrew which the Watchtower says
only applied to Jehovah. Their only explanation of this verse was simply that
this was "not" Jehovah.
It came down to a decision for me...
to believe the Watchtower's explanations or the actual Bible, the Word of God.
I chose the Bible. I began to pray daily to God for help. I prayed for God to
make the truth clear to me and for Him to guide me. Finally the confusion
stopped. It was as if the Holy Spirit took the blinders off because all of a
sudden I saw for myself, through the Scriptures, that Jesus always was and is
God. And that I was a sinner in need of a Savior, and JESUS was that Savior,
not an organization. I saw I couldn’t work for my salvation as I had once
believed. Eph. 2: 8&9 says salvation is a Gift from God.
John 14:6 and John 8:12 became some of
my favorite verses because I saw that "Jesus is The Way, The Truth and The
Life" -- not an organization. And I saw that we need to follow JESUS,
for... "Jesus is The Light of the world, whoever follows HIM will not walk
in darkness."
In April of 1982, I received Jesus
Christ as my Lord and Savior. And was later baptized (1986) a believer and
follower of Christ. Immanuel, God with us, the great I AM! And as Thomas said,
Jesus is the Lord of me and the God of me. We couldn't wait to share what we
had found with my parents.
The verse that eventually opened my
mother's eyes was John 20:28. We used the Watchtower's Kingdom Interlinear
Translation on the Greek side and showed her where Thomas was speaking to Jesus
and said, "My Lord and my God," which in the Greek reads "The Lord
of me and The God of me." When she saw that Thomas was calling Jesus, God,
she realized that Jesus was Jehovah and not the "created being" of
the Watchtower.
My dad at first was fearful talking with us
about the Bible. The Watchtower society forbids its members to speak to a
disfellowshipped person, especially about spiritual things. But my husband
promised we would show him out of his own bible what we had found. He was
astounded at the number of verses the Watchtower bible had changed, especially
those concerning the person of Jesus Christ. And the many verses in Isaiah, the
book of John, and Revelation that point to the deity of Jesus Christ. My dad
then called the elders of his congregation to discuss with them what we had
found. They refused to speak to us, and immediately disfellowshipped my
parents. Even lying to the congregation telling them that my parents didn't
wish to speak with Jehovah's Witnesses anymore. Months later my parents both
came to know Jesus as their Lord and Savior. Praise God!!! They are both in
heaven now, and I know someday I’ll meet up with them again. To God be the
glory!
My Testimony is here.
My Testimony is here.
1 comment:
What a wonderful testimony, showing the power of the Holy Spirit to open people's eyes to the wonderful truth about Christ. Praise the Lord that your family is out too.
My wife was a JW when we met and she too came to see the Lord as her saviour and we have been married for 37 years now. Unfortunately we were unable to open the eyes of her mother and she died a JW.
Barry Amor
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